“Ambitious”

Freedom is the recognition of one’s responsibilities… I am ambitious to reach a high pedestal of esteem in life. From yesterday…Work is God, that is what i follow it is my New Year resolution for 2009. I will have to obtain a remarkable designation in life under any circumstances. Everyone, my parents, well-wishers and my close associates have kept high hopes on me, how can i simply refuse or put down their expectations. My teachers should be given the most of heart-felt thanks and appreciation, since they are the ones who renewed my life and interests. My special gratitude to Dr. Indranee Ghosh who taught me the actual meaning of Freedom. Now I am the man, double of what i used to be. I am much more sincere, focused, determined and punctual. I have countless responsibilities in hand to fulfill in due course of time to come. Hence i am preparing myself for this upcoming crucial test in life. I am leaving home soon, i have to in order to obtain a suitably remarkable position in life which is and was my pending target. I am going overseas to work; to prosper and shine in life and to establish myself in a designation where I can take care of my parents. They have already dedicated their entire lives for my or our well being. They have sacrificed each and every cause to see us happy, so why won’t i ? I just know one thing…what you give is exactly what you get back. I will prove myself, so that i do have the courage to look myself into the mirror and my parents’ eyes. I know they will not even ask me for a minor favor in life, but then i need to…i need to fulfill all of their dreams which they have invested upon me. They have spent their entire lives as a commitment to serve us, now it is surely my turn. I will prove my capability to them. I am a man of substance, and not demonstrating it, would simply mean to make a big joke out of my life. LUCK for my seniors is when hard work meets the right click of time…it is success. But for me success is something different…it is a journey and not a particular destination to arrive. I remember it reading somewhere, so this is a sheer borrowed concept which touched me, so i should instantly refer this proverb. It is a very challenging task to cross hurdles in life, very difficult too. But to give in your best hand at performance is actually success, not accounting as to how many you have managed to cross without failure. Now I am focused to quit all of my minor interests and entertainment in order to achieve stability and to solve the purpose of my life. I will surely do well if i put in my fullest and optimum effort. This is the phase in my life where a radical change, an elevating thought of upgrading myself has galloped me completely. I simply cannot get out of it, unless I work things out including in them my concealed potential, indulging my heart and soul in hard work so that i can look back and judge my steps and declare that i was correct to decide strong, and worthed to have seen this colourful life. I will certainly deserve quality life-style, if i can sacrifice all forms of recreation for now. I can assure myself and to my beloved people who are no less than my body organs, that I will acquire brilliant dimension, gain reputation and reach a point in life where fame and money will kiss my feet and I will find myself arriving at my dreamt destiny. This idea of performing outstanding and conceptually unique of all was provided to me by my mamaji : Shri. Deepak Das (right) of whom i am a devotee. He is my inspiration, an emblem of dignity and a genuine individual. Today he is also in a status of distinguishable personality in town. He holds a sky-high impression in my eyes. My words cannot praise or express him. He is great!. Secondly, credit should definitely go towards my jijuji, Mr. Kapil Gohil (left) who is my elder sister’s (middle) husband. Though they just got married recently, he has become the my icon in my life, a symbol of a lucky-charm who ushered concentration and devotion to me. He is the man who refreshed my mind and inspired me to be steady from Now. What ever has already happened, Look Forward. Cherish! Such people, who are not only happy and prosperous in their own lives, but they percolate enthusiasm to every one they come in touch with.

Guys wonder as to why Rajiv is so much occupied or bothered with electronic gadgets (like a Digital Camera (of course which did not favor me), some musical equipment (i-pod Classic)…I will let you know…I won’t have any friends abroad, I am going there to work, and so that is my major concern. Secondly, that I would like to spend my ‘if’ spare time engaged to myself with photography and entertaining self with some songs filled with melancholic dimness, and some Ghetto lyrics by Thium. I would also not at all forget to mention “Tupac Amaru Shakur @ 2Pac @ Makaveli” who was shot dead on Sept. 13^th1996*may be by his contemporaries. Do you know that had predicted his own death? This feature in him makes him one of my favorite. Unlike me had also had left home for making a good living. He sung: “I don’t hang around the house much, since money making got me out of touch. My attitude got me walking solo, watching the whole world moving so low, but who can you trust in this cold world? My only hommie gotta baby by my own girl”. I think he had been addicted to the dark side. They were running him, to get their purposes solved. But then in spite of all the difficulties he did not give up. He remained strong in this life with players full of haters, the money and fame they all changed places…he was perhaps turning towards light, right before he was..... Sorry! Tupac for your unexpected leave. The whole world remembers you, if not this world, I do. The world needs people like you. At least i will certainly follow your foot-steps. The one who said: Forget the World, Only God Can Judge Me. Lord take his broken wings, he needs your hands to come and heal him once again, so that he can fly till the 'End of Time'.

· * Pls refer the photo with the details I have mentioned. Know them. They mean a lot to me. In fact they are my life.