Aug 27, 2009

6th Day of August 2007


is the first day when she entered my life.We met as Post-Graduate English literature students in college. First we were strangers, gradually became familiar with each other's voice, then as a person, then over the phone it became better and lucid, later over dates in college canteen. I saw her as a bright student and wished to talk to her, she wasn't willing to talk.Thanks to Tanushree who made this happen. We hung aroung together anywhere and everywhere in college campus, started going outside the campus (to the Road House Cafe) to grub good delicacies/better than their hostel at least. We fought in class when i pulled her hair clip, we were in deep trouble when IG mam saved us. Thanks mam for understanding what young people feel like. Once even you were a kid. We spend the aftermath classes strolling in Chowrasta, browzing books at Oxford Book Shoppe. Laid back in the evening sunset sky sipping milk coffee/cream or at times hot chocolate in Keventer's of 1910, while returning buying a pound of of the Banana Walnut Cake for IG mam from none other than GLENARY'S of 1858. Remember the taste and flavour of IG mam's liquor tea ?She was fond of paying everywhere as i was fond of thugging the wealth out of her. Thank You for the Snoopy cap & the blue strip silk tie you bought for me. Your Bitter Chocolate, you get back. There ain't anybody except her who loved me when broke. We grew in friendship. I came closer to her, when she began calling me after reaching home. She, Tanushree and Emon all girls...so it was fun for them. We revealed ourselves frankly and i did it openly. We dated first on 16th August 2009 in Mahakal Temple. What was the red thing i put on you ?The day when the fresh batch were having their entrance exams. She was too nervous to go out with me. She was wearing a pink top with denim. Tanushree coached her,mentally prepared her as if she was a planned scape goat going along with me. Her eyes glittered in nervousness and anxiety but partial joy and excitement could not be concealed. I know that. Me in my old North Face blue jacket and the heavy boot like Estragon. That day i remembered showing her all of my photos. We had some light grubbies in Hasty-Tasty after which it began raining, so i dropped her home early. This was the the date that familiarised each other well enough so we met very often. Sometimes in Rose Garden (Cross/CARO) the upper bunk, the wall, the square stone and those warm precious moments. We even studied (before GD) slept in the lazy afternoon sun, ate junks and chocolates, listened to music, had the best and vizualised the most precious view of town and other mountain ranges from RG. I looked at additional things other than those. Times at Botanical Garden (last row) and always at IG mam's place(Romeo & Juliet music & FUN PARTIES/the sweet malted wine and beer n weed). Along with our friends and teachers visited places like Senchal Dham in Tiger Hill, TA (Gorkha Army base) Japenese Temple. Rock Garden, Lebong Race Course in bike, Happy Valley (Titanic hill), she missed the lebong walk, the Toong Soong walk wirh beanie and DJ and obviously the NSS walk with Rosie and IG mam. The best date i had with her was in the way to the ZOO/upper road, it was evening time and foggy. Remember that ? after which you became very very intimate with me. I had to. Sorry- to see your eyes so swollen in NET class the next day. As soon as we reached home we fought over 5764* and 1958* till dawn. We laughed and cried together. Everything happened. I still remember and miss all of your salwar kameez and printed kurtis, the fragnance of your 5th hanky, the spot on your left cheek your ring finger and all that. Wow! i have spend a life time with you. I cannot forget the last look you gave me in cross/during late evening, sitting on cross facing town. One thing i regret about is not taking her to a movie in two years, other than that we almost did every possible things for happiness. We had unaccountable ups and downs in our relationship. After all true love is never entitled to flow smooth. Once we even reached to the verge of separation which was the most extreme point (climax) in our friendship. We don't even remember when it manipulated into something else. We have great respect for each other.
Miss Bose i need you in my life.
This is my earnest demand.
BEST Dates :
7th Dec 08*Tiger & Rock,
26th Sept. 08* printed kurti/CCD day.
4th June 09* /last day in Darjeeling.Viva kurti.
White vest, orange candy pant in RG
Coffee top black denim (1st) - up in RG. Le Casse de Croute/Pizza day.
black and white strip top/near Rosie's house.
Pink shirt in the tea garden, PG II room btw Godrej,
blue wet kurti in my flat,
rust saree in BG.
Yellow skirt in TA.
Red coat in Tiger Hill. Ghagra with beads in Scorpio.
Ivory and pink kurti in slg 25th,
Pink kurti in Science City.
WHICH ONE WAS ''THE BEST'' ?
You have to tell me.
NOW AWAITING THE BEST and THE LAST DATE BEFORE MARRIAGE!
Let us make decisions together & move parallel to obtain success.
We will be together for life.
Give me your hand lady.
I am Yours!

5 comments:

HenryM said...

Hey,Rajiv that`s really sad!...But if, that is the will if God, then things wil work for the better.so just chill and DON`T LET THE WEIRD FEELINGS LINGER and cripple ur mind!!!Lots of love....

Anonymous said...

she will miss u ever

Anonymous said...

only those people can sacrifice who really love other.

Anonymous said...

if u feel she was a possitive light into your life u will realise she is their with u every moment of your life

Anonymous said...

believe in god.HE is their with u silently to look after u.