Jun 15, 2009

Devotion

YOU are the sunshine in my life, like a candle in the dark, an umbrella in the rain, shelter at times of pain. You are so nursing, that without you living has no aim. You are a healer, a boost and a thriller. You are my inspiration, you are my fame. You are everything that i have been living for, because your influence will let me survive a couple of score more. Do you have a magic wand ? for every time you move it you allure me with emotions for reasons... misunderstood. She is the path, and i am the vehicle, without each other, our journey is unstable. My angel loves me i know, for she tries to conceal it, not letting it flow. Why is this suppression, am i supposed to know the reason ? for i would have solved the mystery or the puzzle, for your kind consideration.You are green, whereas i am like brown, for all of my success, you are to be crowned. This is why i make you this request...I have lived a life with you, and if i 'die', i know you will cry.I could seldom give you joy, but this was not what i wished to deploy.I made you cry, though you did me good, i "have to" regret when i am in solitude. Your smile is inborn, so lively and so jolly, for disturbing your happy mood, i really say you... "SORRY". I have already reflected for the wrong that i have done, it is for improvement, and surely not for fun.I just don't want to see or hear you crying,if you do so, you will see me dying. The advices you showered me with...will always be followed, i have ensured to abide by them, till my last breadth blows. Please forgive me lady.. i did not understand, i was a bit too indifferent for i am a 'vagabond'. I got a stable support from you, i thought to myself, but it was just a mere imagination...i realize it in every second".
My love, you are the bloodline of this soul, so don't leave me and walk away, for i will always be left COLD.

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